In the old box , there are faded memories of that day with you. 

you are always in my mind and i cant seem to unlove you bcs every 

time and every things reminds me of you , missing you  is like a long years i 

i wished i could tell you how much this feelings i cant bear off ,  i wished u 

would wont mind to missed me so much as i miss you :')).


it wont be easy for me to forget you

im sorry 

i had so much things and stories to tell to ya but i know it not going to happen

 and if i get any chances to go back , i sure i would pick u up  bcs i dont think 

i would get any of guy in this world same as you ,

even when we're not befriend anymore , 

you did , you're still mine , i mean mine in my world i guess (?)

dont u miss me? 


I always want you 
I always love you

even when we're far away , that's okay at least we're under the same sky

and i always be here to watch u from the back 

i always been watching u over and over so that i would always be happy on

whatever u participate for or else , i always been watching from the back ok?


no matter how much i love and care if we didnt have a jodoh 

you wont be mine kan?

so whatever u do apa apa pun

work hard for it ok sayang? 

be happy pls do be happy and take a good care of urself bcs i cant be there for u .

and i think this should be ended up  i over sangat i dont know how to explain but whatever pun

i always love u ❤💜💛

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since i'm not capable to tell you the right things so here we go :')

do you wanna something? a truth one?

waiting is a mistake keem , i wont tell you but let me in 

idk how to describe my feelin towards you but im deeply inlove with you 

since you cakap youre moving to new city actually theres alot in my mind ( a negative things em )

idk if i boleh jumpa you on my next future , idk if were not capable to keep in contact idk why this feeling literally hurts me so bad :(

you'll meet a new friends somemore a girl? or sesiapa then im afraid if youre going to fall in love with her and then we're not capable to keep in contact either to heard any news from you again 

what if? what if you meet someone else? who just particularly fit with your life styles? your ideal type? or you dream girl

would u think just a second about me? would u even think abt me?

the only fears when i fall in love is im much more afraid if am i the only one who fall but you dont :'))

and the only things that i never regret is to let you in my life babe , i wouldnt let myself to regret is noo ,

but im more afraid if you wont be there to see me , im more afraid if u changes , i mean something better but  i takleh imagine if u ada orang lain , i takleh imagine if you're in relationship since we dont have any apa apa pun we're just friends kan so yesza i takut kalau i takleh buat i takut kalau u takda u takda jadi orang yang tah




                                                   

    
      
   i want to marry you , and watch the fire in your eyes burn as your face begins to wrinkle.
   i want to see how you are 50 years from now. and know that i married a girl whose soul 
   could never die. I want to hear you when youre angry and laugh when ure happy , 
   i want you to know that i have someone who understand that life is tough , but its good 
   when you have someone with you. I want to know that at the end of my life , i had someone
   that i could love and who loved me back .